Wow

I can't sleep, and I know I need too. I am going to write on here and see if it eases my mind.

As many of you know, Last night was painful and I was miserable. I hardly slept. I couldn't wait for my appointment. Isn't that weird?? Well after about a 45 minutes of waiting they realized they'd skipped me and went right on to the next 3 people. They took me in to take my blood pressure and as she was taking it I had another contraction (At this point I still didn't know that is what it was) and so of course my blood pressure was elevated. So they were "Worried" about that says the nurse. So I get in the room and feel yet another super painful contraction so by the time Dr. Sessions got in the room I was crying, Dead give away I am sucking at life. After making sure the pain wasn't in a kidney area (Kidney Stones can be a side effect of Preclampsia) he said "well let me check you real quick"... Shock to me, I am 3cm and 75% effaced! What?! I was kind of shocked and then my Dr says "Well I say in the next few days we'll be looking at Elijah, and seriously those are contractions". Wow, I was expecting that it would be "Another pregnancy symptom". It is almost go time! I am excited and nervous. We went for a long long walk earlier. I may do the stairs in the 8-plex later. I am so ready!!

I am still having PAINFUL contractions, but they are not close enough together to admit me, and you have to be 4cm to be admitted. So hopefully I can get this moving because my Dr is the one delivering tomorrow :) Not to mention I don't like the pain.

Everyone say a prayer is goes soon, and that we can meet this little guy
Yes I know, he will come when he is ready but a Mom can wish right?